Alone forever ? - ep #148

Alone Forever ep158 Finding Laura Clery:  Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots  TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery  Instagram: @lauraclery  Episode Breakdown:   -00:18 I’ve got nothing   -00:45 Been up since 3:30 AM   -01:00 Sleep is very important   -01:40 Instead of “I have to” say “I get to”   -02:36 Talk about nothing   -02:40 Swear men for the rest of my life   -03:05 I’m not good at being a girlfriend   -03:08 I’m not good in romantic relationship   -03:49 Trying to keep this new relationship private   -04:32 It’s exhausting and frustrating   -05:11 Romantic relationship is all consuming   -05:45 I feel scarred   -06:11 Vibrator   -06:38 I feel very discourage   -06:51 I don’t know how romantic relationship looks like   -07:49 My therapist is teaching me about interdependence   -08:05 I am my source and my partner is a supplement   -08:38 My life is unmanageable   -09:10 I’m beating myself up -09:47 I’ve been very critical as a mom and a parent   -09:58 I should be a better mom, partner and artist   -10:40 I’m 11 days late for my period   -11:25 Shush yourself   -12:13 All of this is fear and selfishness   -13:45 I start donating to a non-profit organization   -14:27 What can I give today rather than what can I get   -15:28 How to deal with a family member with Dementia   -20:59 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions